Unremarkable Musings

[7:59pm] Hm, today was one of the most unproductive days I’ve had. You know that incredibly uncomfortable feeling you get from knowing that you should have done more? Mannn I was angry, but I had no idea who to be mad at (probably myself).  A good thing – I just…

[8:55am] It’s finally Friday, yay! I have a long day ahead of me, but that’s okay. I’m most nervous about our Bible Study tonight because I’m being asked to share a little bit about the retreat. I’m nervous because I’m wired to always think ‘What’s the correct thing to do/say/think?’…

[11:25am] It’s one of those days where I don’t want to be in the lab; I don’t feel interested at all, I just want to attend lectures, go home, do my assignments, eat and sleep. I don’t want to think about lab. I feel impatient with myself and my mentor…

Oh my, it’s been so long since I’ve written down an entry; quite a bit has happened within the past week. I attended my first church retreat. That retreat challenged (and continues to challenge) me. The main message was really about us as Christians taking the gospel seriously. How do…

[10:08am] Another journal club where I was silent because what is being talked about?????????? Thank God I’m not the only one that was quiet because yoh!  Guys, these days I really wonder how I graduated with a chemical engineering degree (with a pretty decent GPA as well). I don’t feel…