I’m sorry; I could not find strength to continue the story from the last post. TLDR – This is my first relationship as a ‘serious’ Christian, and day-in day-out I was constantly looking for signs on whether it’s right. I constantly asked God to take it away if not. I…

[6:34pm] Dear God, I don’t know what to say these days. These days, the Christian life feels hard. These days, I’m getting more easily frustrated, more easily angered, by what I deem to be the demands of Christian life. These days, the doubts and questions I’ve had previously feel like…