• Oh, life. What a beautiful mess.

    Oh, life. What a beautiful mess.

    [9:47pm] Good evening, I’m yet again attempting a one-draft post; any more editing/ruminating will lead to no post at all. Man, I’ve had an emotionally draining week. But, I made it to the other side. This year, my low self-worth and lack of self-love issues really hit me in the…

  • ..joy comes in the morning 🌞

    ..joy comes in the morning 🌞

    [11:29pm] The day has been filled with ups and downs, moments of fear, racing thoughts, and some of calm and quiet, laughter and excitement. Right now though, I’m experiencing joy. No fear, no worry, just pure joy. I can go down a rabbit hole of whether it’ll last and other…

  • Bear with me.

    Bear with me.

    [8:04pm] Okay friends, as the title says, please bear with me as I get back into the swing of things. My next couple of posts won’t be as polished (if they ever were), as I want to tamper down the perfectionist in me and try to get myself into the…

  • Hi *nervous laugh*

    Hi *nervous laugh*

    [9:01pm] I’m freestyling this entry, and posting it in real time. Gosh, I’m not sure where to begin. I feel a great burden to give context from the past few months, but it’s all so much that I’m overwhelmed just thinking about it. If the last few entries I made…

  • I feel tired.

    I’m sorry; I could not find strength to continue the story from the last post. TLDR – This is my first relationship as a ‘serious’ Christian, and day-in day-out I was constantly looking for signs on whether it’s right. I constantly asked God to take it away if not. I…