Unremarkable Musings

[11:43pm] God, I am currently feeling quite frustrated. In my undergrad, I realized that getting enough sleep and prioritizing devotional time, working out, etc really helped me to show up as my best self. I was a much happier, kinder, patient and energetic person that way. I have tried my…

[2:33pm] Y’all, my labmates are going out tomorrow, and invited me to come along. Normally, on Sunday afternoons I just like to come back and nap. Tomorrow, I thought I would go to lab and get some things done also. Anyway, I said yes, but I don’t know, something doesn’t…

[11:49am] In the spirit of trying to be emotionally mature, here I am, working through my emotions in real time. Here goes. So right now, my spirit is not at rest. I’m noticing in myself feelings of inadequacy, of sadness, and a little bit of anger, most, if not all,…

[8:17pm] Man, what a day. I did not get much sleep last night, and today’s meeting was nerve-wrecking to say the least. But by God’s grace, I’ve come out the other side. There’s something about getting through something stressful like that which produces a desire in me to want to…

[4:30pm] I still have not gotten the courage to respond. *sigh* [R.E.: My last post.] I have so much work to get through today, and I’m really trying to be conscious of anything I’m doing to procrastinate, and just trying to do a little bit at a time. I listened…